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I know this blog post is long, the next ones won't be as long but I felt it was time to give you an update of what went on in my life and how it will impact my business and you. It is revealing, I am opening my heart as much as I possibly can at the moment and I hope it gives you a better idea of who I am, where I come from and how I will be of service to you.
It is time to make a confession. I have been in transition in my life during the past couple years trying to figure out where my place was, what was my calling, my purpose, my message to the world, and how to carry it out. I’ve taken steps that required a lot of faith and trust. I regularly received clarity and moved forward. Recently, I discovered a major piece to the whole message puzzle. That piece was exactly what was missing and it glued everything together: my life, my career, my focus, my message, and how I bring it into the world. You know, now that I am thinking about it, I discovered the missing piece a while ago, but I never took it seriously because of my limiting fears and beliefs.
In the last 6 months, I gave more and more of my time and myself to this particular piece and at one point the light turned on… the big “aha” flashed in my consciousness. I embraced the missing piece and once again, I am stepping in faith, knowing that I am being guided, loved and protected through this whole adventure. I am owning who I am, my passions, my deep beliefs and I am integrating all of it in my coaching business and it implies a new direction, and new ways of serving you. I am aware that it might not resonate with you anymore and it’s ok. Feel free to unsubscribe this list if you don’t want to hear about creativity, painting, sacred connections, Sacred Divine Feminine, or Mother and Father God, my invitation is to explore the feminine archetypes, personal transformation, empowerment, law of attraction, and probably many other subjects that I can’t think of at the moment.
I don’t have all of the answers at this time and I will never have ALL of the answers. I’ve always been curious about the mystery of God, life, and humans. I always challenge my perspective of a situation, a circumstance, a person, and myself and it can be very annoying to the people close to me because I am questioning everything… I am not good at gossiping because I always see other perspectives and I end up defending the person being gossiped about.
That leads me to confess what I have been holding back quite a bit from you guys. It is something else that blew up in my face very recently… I withheld a lot and it created a lot of tension and unnecessary stress in my relationship with my hubby. There were no good reasons to do something like that except maybe to protect myself from fear of judgment and rejection. The consequences are, that I am not serving as I am meant to serve. I am not out there, meeting the people that are thirsty for the message I was born to share and them to receive… I am not trusting Mother Father God. Well this time is over! I am sorry that I withheld for so long, will I do it again… probably… I am a human being after all, but I am committed to live aware and awake and I promise that I will be as open and honest as I can live, in each moment.
Then, this leads me to talk to you about my spiritual journey. It’s all connected with my coaching business and you, hang in there! As you know, I am originally from Québec city, the french part of Canada. I grew up as a practicing catholic but became really frustrated with the church and the hypocritical messages I would hear. The actions would be the total opposite of Jesus’ message and that bothered me. I confronted some people with my incessant questions. So much didn’t make sense. It bothered me to hear old men counsel couples on how to be in a relationship… how would they know anything about this?
The church had a very strong control over the people in Quebec. The priests would tell women that it was time for them to get pregnant again after just having a baby. That if they wouldn’t they’d be excommunicated. They also had huge control of the government. They were controlling the people by fear of God’s anger and the menace of hell. On top of all that, there was a lot of sexual abuse from priests.
At one point, I just couldn’t stand it anymore and I turned my back on the church. I didn’t stop believing in God, but I kind of strayed from God because I didn’t know how to be in a relationship with him. I didn’t know how to trust myself and create new context inside me which an unconditionally loving God could love.
Much much later, my oldest daughter came back from school (a public one where there is no talk about religion) asking to read the Bible. I don’t know where it came from but I had to address it. Today, I know that God talked through her… it was the only way I would listen at the time. A new journey started for me… a journey back to not only God, but also the Divine Feminine. When I first heard about the Divine Feminine, it made so much sense to me. I felt these bubbles of excitement in me. Looking back I guess it was Mother God jumping with excitement due to being noticed.
On this path of reconnecting with Mother/Father God and remembering at some deep level in my core about the Divine Feminine, I was led to Visionary Artist Shiloh Sophia McCloud. Her focus is the sacred feminine, she teaches about intentional creativity and a very unique painting method that allows to go deeper into the mystery of our unconscious. And that was the piece of the puzzle that was missing for the next part of my journey: The painting methodology and the awakening of our relationship with the divine feminine. (well I guess I should the 2 pieces that were missing. ;))
What it means is that I am now coaching my clients through guided art. I am now in the process of being certified as an Intentional creativity coach and a Color of Woman teacher with Shiloh Sophia and I can already lead workshops and Red Thread Sessions. I have so much more to share with you about Intentional creativity, Color of Woman, and Red Thread Sessions and it will come as I write on my blog and in my newsletters.
So the main reason why I am writing to you today is that I wanted you to know that some changes are to be expected in my messages. Yes I will write more about the Sacred/Divine feminine, not as a Truth but as an inquiry : What does it mean? What does it mean for me? For you? And as much as I would like for you to stay and be part of this inquiry with me, I would understand if you don’t resonate with that message and you choose to unsubscribe.
I feel like I am coming out of the closet. I am spiritual, I love energy work, I love miracles, I love Jesus’ teachings, I love his mom, Mary, I love God/Goddess, I love inquiries and the Mystery, I love painting, I love learnign about the laws of the Universe, I love when you have a breakthrough, I love when you feel passionate about your life and when your eyes are sparkly and full of glitters! I love it so much that I choose to spend my life surrounded with all of that, and empowering you to intentionally create a life that you are excited about!
Thank you for still being here, for reading this whole thing. I promise the next messages won’t be as long. I felt like this needed to be said and shared.
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What have you been called to do, but are not allowing yourself to do? What is stopping you? Is it fear, doubt, or time? What I am learning is that the call won't stop. You might stop hearing it, but it doesn't mean it's gone. It just means that you are ignoring it, repressing it. It will get louder and it will become more and more uncomfortable to ignore it. I can tell you that when you will decide to say yes, all the reasons that you used not to follow the call will seem futile and you’ll experience joy like never before.
Knowing that, I also believe that you are never on the wrong path. Ignoring your call is part of your path, it’s part of one of the lessons you are here to learn. Unfortunately, we need to let ourselves go very deep in our hurt and pain before taking the call. However, if you are ready to receive some clarity on your call, on the next inspired actions you should take, and on making a smooth and harmonious transition toward the next phase of your life, contact me for a complimentary coaching session.
I am an intuitive artist, Intentional Creativity ® Coach, Color of Woman Teacher, certified law of attraction coach, wife, mom and so much more! I love all things spiritual. I believe that the questions are much more valuable than the answers and it's why I live in a constant inquiry. Welcome in my world. Get a cup of coffee and spend some time dreaming with me.